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I'm different now.

Sat May 31, 2008, 11:51 PM
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: you look cute when you scream by senses Fail.
  • Eating: m&m
  • Drinking: Dew
how could you?!! hurting me ..
is that what I got from being in love with you
....I can't understand, how you did this to me, I'm shocked I need explain, anything to stop this pain.
..babe look at me, is that you or I'm in bad dream?!!! no I don't need your pity I can stand.
stay away from me I can't believe I gave you my heart , that's what I got from being in love . how I could I stand this such pain ?. no I'm not falling in love ever again.
I'm different now from yesterday there's no thing is faithful , everybody gonna stab your back when you not looking..that what I know now from someone I gave him my trust but he stab his dagger deep in my back. oh I feel so stupid to trust on him. I still see his betrayal over and over again.
no I can't stop it. I can't handle it. help me god take my soul is way better than this hell.

Please Lord Help me

Tue Feb 26, 2008, 3:51 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: your guardian angel by The red jumpsuit
  • Eating: chocolates
  • Drinking: water
Look into the eyes of fear
To see the one pain
Of this soul my dear
The shadows over my head
That there is nothing now
And will be nothing in the end
Oh nothing in the end
Oh I'm on my knees
I'm begging please

Is there a place for the end?
Kill me now
Kill me now
Is there a place for the end?
I'm on my knees
I'm begging please

Why? why? tell me why?...

Please Lord I pray
Don't let me be alone
I know you're here
And I'm not on my own
Though I lose sight
Through all these tears
Just help me through
All my fears
And all the memories
All the memories

Is there a place for the end?
Kill me now
Kill me now
Is there a place for the end?
I'm on my knees
I'm begging please

Sometimes I fall
Sometimes I fall
Sometimes I forget it all
Sometimes... Kill me now

(Please Lord I pray
Don't ever let me be alone
I know you're gonna be by my side
I'm not on my own
When I lose sight
Through all my fears
I'll think of you
And there will be no more tears
As I lay me down
Help me forget these tragedies
Returning me these memories
Amen)

i'M SO BROKEN

Tue Jan 8, 2008, 10:18 PM
BROKEN iNSiDE, BUT STiLL i STAND STRONG.
ALL THiS HEARTACHE, WiSH i KNEW WHERE i WENT WRONG.
UNHAPPY & CONFUSED, NO LOVE LEFT TO GiVE.
i'VE BUiLT UP THESE WALLS SO NO ONE CAN GET iN.
i'D RATHER BE LiKE THiS, NO CAN BREAK MY HEART.
THERE iS NO HEART ANYWAYS, iTS BEEN TORN APART.
LOCK AWAY ALL THESE FEELiNGS FOR HiM.
i DONT CARE ANYMORE, HE'LL NEVER SEE THEM AGAiN.
iM GROWiNG STRONGER DAY BY DAY.
FAR FROM A SMiLE, BUT i LiKE iT THiS WAY.
GiViNG UP CAUSE i'VE BEEN HURT TOO MANY TiMES.
LiFE WiTHOUT LOVE iSNT A CRiME.
i'VE LOVED ALOT, BUT LOST EVERYTiME.
NOW iM MOViNG ON TO BETTER THiNGS iN THiS NO LOVE LiFE.

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: dashboard confessionals
  • Reading: mydiary .
  • Watching: my computer
  • Eating: chocolates
  • Drinking: water

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